January 2011
I want
chocolate
wine
cheese
friends
movies
alcohol
to look good
to feel good
someone who appreciates me and my flaws
someone i can trust
someone who won’t hurt me
someone who thinks i’m pretty because of who i am on the inside
someone who won’t abuse my trust
someone who won’t abuse my willingness to go out of my way to make them happy
someone who won’t make...
He cheated.
the day before my fucking birthday he sleeps with some skinny pretty BUT BITCHY girl.
I’m officially single. All my birthday plans are ruined. Why does this have to happen to me? I know I’m not pretty but don’t I deserve to be loved, to be treated well?
“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s going to be really hard; we’re gonna have to...”
– Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook)
Constantly pushing me away...
People are constantly doing this because they think it’s what is best for me.
excuse me, but you are you to decide what’s best for me? Am I not competent enough to decide that for myself? Stop trying to protect me. If I get hurt, I get hurt, and it’s no one’s fault but my own.
You don’t get anywhere without taking a risk.
I have a lot on my mind, but I’m...
“If the world were merely seductive, that would be easy. If it were merely...”
– E.B. White (via quote-book)
“For Attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the...”
– Audrey Hepburn (via quote-book)
“And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.”
– Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via quote-book)
I feel this way when I’m with him :)
“All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old...”
– J.R.R. Tolkien (via quote-book)
“A lady’s imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love...”
– Jane Austen (Pride and Prejudice)
expressyourlove:
I feel like all the people I trust leave me when I need them the most.
“Why waste a second not loving who you are?”
– Natasha Bedingfield [Freckles] (via quote-book)
“Being a woman is a terribly difficult task, since it consists principally in...”
– Joseph Conrad (via quote-book)
“When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via quote-book)
“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky (via quote-book)
“Dust to dust. Ashes to ashes. The grim poetry of existence. But life is more...”
– Stephen James- The Bishop (via quote-book)
“Music melts all the separate parts of our bodies together.”
– Anais Nin (via kari-shma)
I bruise easily.
“When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful.”
– Toy Story 2 (via quote-book)
High Hopes
leave room for drastic falls.
I’m scared.
I’ve become so accustomed to being at the lowest of lows that gaining any happiness scares me because it just means I have room to fall.
I have a new friend. He makes me happy. He makes me feel. He makes me feel good. He makes me feel worth something.
I let him in. I haven’t let anyone in in a loonnnggg time. I never let anyone in...
“Danger is the spice of life and you’ve got to take a risk now and then…that’s...”
– Anthony Hopkins, The World’s Fastest Indian (via marian16rox)
“I just want someone that I can talk to. I want you just the way you are.”
– Billy Joel, Just the Way You Are (via quote-book)
“When we seek to discover the best in others, we somehow bring out the best in...”
– William Arthur Ward (via kari-shma)
